"Louder, lips speak louder."

It's still so weird to me how things happen/work out.
I've got it all. I just wish I could have it all in one place. All my family, friends, school, and boyfriend.

The next few days are going to be so busy. Cant wait for Thursday :)
"I'm so in love it's retarded."

hmmm randomness

I painted a city last night on a few records. It looks pretty cool. I never feel like I'm done with a painting though... I always want to add more. & it's almost my 22nd Birthday! Boyfriend comes next week. so excited to see him. It's been a month! We are going to go to the Georgia game and he's got surprise dates planned. How sweet. Boyfriends and Birthdays rule! Then Mom,Shin, and my brothers are coming to the mountains to stay in a cabin and I get to go too since I'll be on fall break. Ahh things are good.. minus the 2 exams I have next week. 2 exams on my Birthday week. Lame! It's almost Halloween! Halloween id my favorite holiday next to xmas. Decorating this week &&&&& putting up my Halloween tree!

This is cool.

IT'S FOOTBALL TIME IN TENNESSEE!

Since I am in my 4th year, my girls and I get the best seats. Row 6? YES PLEASE. I hope this season is good and Kiffin brings our team back up. Just requested UCLA tickets for my girls and I for the next weekend.

Boyfriend bought me orange Hunter rain boots!

CHICAGO TOMORROW!

"You da fuckin best. You da fuckin best. You da fuckin best. You da fuckin best. You da fuckin best. Best I eva had. Best I eva had. Best I eva had."

The past month in pictures from my phone.

Painted paws.

Ive lost some weight!

Benz has a gf at the dog park. Shes much bigger than him!

I love him.

Made bowls out of records. it was easy.

I painted the orange one & Ben surprised me with the black owl!

Cut my hair off again!

My brother turned 7.

Ben switched out my Boston key chair for the Chicago one without me knowing. haha funny & sweet.

Ben is a good cook & whats even better is that he really likes cooking and cooks for me :)

Blossom is a great cuddler. We like each other.

Pool days. love them.

Spending time in the mountains:)

Things are changing. I'm making big plans. I can't wait to see what happens next. Feels good to be really happy again.

"This love isn't good unless it's me & you"

I'm outstandingly happy. I can't remember when I last felt this way.
This past year has been a mess for me. I made a lot of mistakes. I
hurt a lot of people and I was hurting most of the time. I was doing
things I'm now not proud of while looking for affection, love, or to
just not feel lonely. Within the past couple months I've notice a
change within myself. I finally feel good. I feel happy. And I feel
like I'm enjoying things in my life so much more. It's so strange how
things happen. It's so strange how and when people come into your
life. I feel like I can finally breath and it's about time.

"I feel the pull of your heart."